He was standing in front of a picture, studying it
carefully. In general, it was some kind of explosion. He was sure of that. Its
epicenter was pitch black, then, cascading from it were small pieces of
shattered glass, mixed with thousands of other different objects. Flowers,
books, lips, some dots and spangles, stars and sunsets, splashes of red here
and there. Even a little house and a black cat in the corner. From the first sight it looked like a huge
funnel and under further examination you would be able to pick out all these
items.
―Care to explain? - he looked at the girl next to him.
Maybe she was the art student or something.
―Everyone sees it differently, - she said, knowingly.
―Well, how do you
see it?
She shifted her gaze back to the picture.
―Blackness in the center,- she began, furrowing a
little,- resembles the remnants of a broken heart, which turned into a black
hole of some kind, sucking in all the memories and plans the lovers had,
turning them into nothing.
―That’s how I see it, - she added cheerfully.
Miles cleared his throat looking at her. She
definitely has to do something with visual arts.
Before he could say anything, someone called her and
the girl left, smiling at him apologetically.
―You got to talk with the painter, - said Phil approaching
him with two glasses of champagne in hands.
―She is the artist? - Miles looked at him
disbelievingly. Phil nodded.
Well, that kinda explains her awareness about the
meaning of the picture.
- It's called "Her Favorite Nightmare", - he
said in a matter of fact tone, when he saw that girl, the author of all this
now, approaching him. He couldn’t figure out why the portrait of some
red-haired guy could be someone’s nightmare.
- That's what the badge says. So, yeah, - her voice
was light and playful.
- Reminds me of something...- his voice trailed off
and soon was muffled by the chatter around them.
- Yeah, I know what you mean, - sly smile found its
way into her face. - Arctic Monkeys album. Good record, actually.
Upon saying this, she seemed to forget about the man
by her side, zooning out into her own world. Miles eyed her with a curious squint.
- Do you like them? - she asked suddenly, turning her
head to him and meeting his dark eyes.
Miles blinked at her, shaking his head lightly. He
hasn't heard from the one and only front man of a so not subtly mentioned band
for three months. It was reflecting on his nerves and mood accordingly.
- Yeah...- he snapped out of his daze. - Yeah, they're
quite awesome.
Miles averted his gaze back to the picture, giving her
a perfect opportunity to study him. He pretended not to notice it.
―This is really good. All of these, - he vaguely
gestured at the walls around them.
She shrugged.
―I wouldn’t be so general about it. Some of it, yeah.
―A bit of self-criticism never hurt, - he assumed.
―Definitely.
She wasn’t flirting with him. Miles could recognize
flirt, he sees it a lot. Maybe, she doesn’t know who he is?
Sounds appealing.
Some boy came rushing to her, mumbling something about
Bred being late.
―Okay, - she sighed and turned to Miles.
―It was a pleasant chat…- she began.
―Miles, - he extended his right hand.
―Miles, - she repeated, shaking his hand. Her grip was
firm and her fingers were cold. ―I’m Emily.
―Nice to meet you, - he said, smiling.
‘It could be the beginning of something interesting’,-
he thought, watching her leave.
***
Soon after their third so-called date, she learned
that he wasn't the owner of a music shop back in Wirral. But she couldn't blame
him for lying. In her eyes, it was an attempt to hide. So she could respect
that. And after all, he sells music. Who cares if it's his own?
- True romance is what I'm after darling, - she sang imitating
his voice after opening the door that evening.
He stared at her, wide eyed, for a couple of seconds,
before hanging his head with a tired sigh.
- I guess it had to happen sometime.
He had a bouquet of some red flowers with him.
Delightful smile spread across her face.
- Is it for me? - she holds a hand to her chest in
exaggerated amusement.
- Um...Yeah, - he gave her a puzzled look.
- Sweet, - she smiled at him briefly, then grabbed the
bouquet and retired into the flat without so much as a "Don't stand there
all day" directed at him. Miles furrowed a little, trying to find some
logic in her actions and failed. But he likes the way she occupies his mind,
her jokes and irrational antics. That's why he keeps coming.
He closed the door and took off his shoes. Her flat
smelled like oil paint, dried fruits and clean clothes. Not many things have
changed since he's been here last time.
- What brought you here? - he followed her soft voice
into a small but fancy kitchen. She was perched up on the counter, her thin
legs dangling from it. A vase with flowers was already placed to her left.
- We haven't met in like...- she cringed while
calculating the amount of time he hasn't showed up, - in a year and half?
- Yeah, something like that, - he shrugged meekly, leaning
into the wall.
- Shit! And I haven't even gave you a proper hug! -
she shook her head disapprovingly.
- You could always make up for it later and give me a
proper orgasm.
She laughed lightheartedly.
- I was hoping for it, actually.
No uneasiness or awkward questions. Maybe she could
see what he feels. Like she did the first time. See that he's still broken and
missing that one person who could've fix him.
- I haven't googled you if you're worried about it, -
she said after a few moments of them studying each other, taking in the visible
changes.
- Why? - he looked genuinely surprised, stuffing his
hands in his jeans pockets.
She hopped off the counter, slowly approaching him.
- 'Cause I've met you in person and I want to keep
knowing you in person, - she grabbed the collar of his leather jacket, bringing
her face to his and breathing in his scent. - Not as some fame trashed
celebrity, who wears designed clothes and falls over pretty boys.
- You said you haven't googled, - his hands stopped,
holding her waist.
- It's just general assumptions, - she said despite
that knowing look in her eyes. - Am I right then?
- About designed clothes thing, - he smiled lightly,
placing his hand on the small of her back and pulling her closer. - What's
wrong with it though?
- Nothing, - her face was few inches away from his.
-As long as I can take it off you, - she said, sliding the jacket off his
shoulders carefully.
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